lonerark

i think i have pasted this song before. many times, but i still love it !
无须要快乐 反正你一早枯死　　如果有眼泪 只不过生理分泌　　就算泪水多得可灌溉整片湿地　　蒲公英不会飞 陵墓里伴你於一起　　如果有再会 恐怕已经一世纪　　回忆哄骗我但凡失去也是美　　共你一分钟都足够我生醉梦死　　如怀念也是有它限期明日我便记不起　　从未来再见 遗憾旧时不太会恋爱　　愿我永远记不得我正身处现在　　从月球观看难辨地球相爱跟错爱　　三世书不会记载 情系我这半生的最爱　　时空太过大 超脱我的喜与悲　　人恋爱过后自然参透到命理　　就算一双手 只拥抱你的纪念碑　　留离在某月某天某地仍自觉共你一起　　从未来再见 遗憾旧时不太会恋爱　　愿我永远记不得我正身处现在　　从月球观看难辨地球相爱跟错爱　　三世书不会记载 谁为某某叹息感慨　　再见 仍旧未能跟你再恋爱　　但你与我有过的过去牵涉后代　　从未来观看 潜伏万年的野史记载　　不理它小爱与大爱 情系我这半生的最爱

It's has always been the case, that sensitivity have always been a fatal flaw of mine, maybe I can't really feel that much after what I have felt all along, maybe I'm just such a person but then it can't possibly be explained this way as it will simply be too irresponsible, not something that I want to or aspire to be.. But yeah, shit happens yet again.. Despite always joking about things almost everyday, it doesn't seem that I know my limits or know when to stop, until the person really get ticks off and gets hurt thats when I stop but we all know, sorry often come too late..

Am just in the midst of typing this and then some shitty thing happens, seriously get something new to learn or get a new hobby.. Don't always find small things to make noise about and throw tantrums, getting more and more fucked up day by day.. No one lives to please you forever.. NNB CCB KNN FUCK U!

爱情总让人折磨 所以我们才选择 做比情人更好的朋友

I know you wish that something along this line happen, I wish I could, but I can't, so sorry 

那些年錯過的大雨

那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

Last time of fun at my buddy father pub, crazy night of drinking man.. Ended with all the funny stunts again, change of concept to thai disco now, filled with many thai ladies :\ and all wear till so revealing.. Ewww.. We had so much to drink then 1 of them vomitted blood, 1 of them KO onto the bushes... Funny ! Fun!

Alvin

Yeah school is getting more and more more more hectic... Thinking about it, this is like the mid point of the semester and the piles of tests and quiz are all coming in fast and furious.. I didn't do that well for my accounts test and even for our open book human resource test, I had a huge amount of true to the true/false questions and sadly the prof revealed that all of the questions were actually false instead.. Sigh, how to pass like that?..

Oh I learnt a lesson another day, never ever walk in front of the pack, it pays off to walk behind as those behind tend to avoid any form of backlash or scolding.. Learnt it the hard way, got volcano erupted in my face for not answering my phone even though many of them didn't answer, but I was standing in front so I got blasted by lava.. Bah.. Unlucky unlucky, the day got worst with the HRM prof revealing the answers and everyone was like oh no.. gosh.. die..

 2 weeks since the loved one went... I teared when I watch the video on him on facebook that I posted a year ago.. Missing him alot, he hasn't visited mum yet and she's very upset..

Alvin`

I'll remember to love, you taught me how.

glad I have people I call friends in tough times, even though they don't know what happened, at least they are there to help me pass the painful times, thanks to everyone :'(

I don't hate you, I just feel betrayed by humanity.